No inspiration..
So I know I’ve kind of left my oh so many readers hanging in regards to my writing. I guess my reply to that would be that I simply have not been inspired to write lately. I’ve been searching and searching for that inspiration, and I think I finally have found some.
So, those who know me know that I have a love affair with the St. Louis Rams. They sucked last year, and have for the past few seasons, I know. Hell I see it first hand because I work for them during the season. I’ve been thinking that around draft time, I want to start a Rams blog. I figure I already work for them getting quotes from players and the like, so I kind of already have the inside track. I think it can be very successful, and I actually am pretty excited about it.
I think once I get my funds right, I’m going to get my good friend Niki to design an awesome logo for me, and I’m going to shoot for the stars from there. Keep a look out for that.
So, the title of my blog is “No Inspiration.” I don’t think that just applies to my writing. I’ve noticed a lack of inspiration for much lately. I’m content with just sitting and doing nothing, and I don’t like that. I’ve gotten into one of those moods lately where I’m kind of too myself (in addition to being very busy lately). This usually happens a couple of times a year, so it’s not too big of a deal, I’m just ready for this time to be over I guess. I wouldn’t necessarily say anything is wrong, because this is something that’s normal for me. So many things have just been rocky in this 2010th year, that I guess I’m just tired, and I’m losing that vigor I usually have.
To sum it up, I got arrested on some bulldonkery in January, my relationship has had more than normal trouble (which I don’t think I’ll go into and further right now, my money has been funny, and my best friend is getting married. I’m just tired y’all lol. I’m ready for a change. I’m ready for my life to change, and everyone keeps saying that I have to be the catalyst for that change, and I understand their points. However, the change I’m looking for cannot happen until after graduation, which is in December.
I don’t know….I guess I know things will get better, but that’s not very comforting at the moment.
